xX ShAyDe Xx's blog: "Find yourself.."

I am the spot on the wall.

as some see i am nothing at all

cold and withered in the dark.

Not a chance i'll find a spark. 

as i sit here all lovely and kind

Nothing about me.. Crosses their mind

So am i the friend i was meant to be?

Or am i a Friend.. Only to me?

Never say I love you if you don't really care.

Never talk about feelings if they aren't really there.

Never hold my hand if your gonna break my heart.

Never say your going to if you don't plan to start.

Never look into my eyes if your gonna make me cry.

If you really mean forever than say you'll try.

Never say forever if forever is just a lie.

I am only me, that is all that I can be

No more, no less, don’t second guess

I love, I laugh, I live and cry,

I’ve wished at times, that I could die

Some days I’m funny, others I’m not,

I am a loyal and honest friend,

I am a mother,  and my children my greatest gift,

I am a romantic, sensual, and passionate too,

I can be sweet and shy or sassy and bold,

I am not perfect, I do have my faults,

Or I’m not as forgiving, as I’d sometimes like to be,

My logic is all my own, at times misunderstood,

I have many facets, like a diamond you see…

I am only me.

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