JadedTink's blog: "Feelings"

Loneliness is one of man’s biggest fears… but never be afraid of it… Don’t let it make you fall for someone you don’t belong with… When alone search deep inside, talk to yourself and bond with your heart and soul… learn to fight with your weakness and use it as your strength… Be strong on your own.~~~Neena Gupta

Let your love strengthen her and not make her weak… Build her up, never tear her down… With whatever time you have, love her as much as you can…Neena Gupta

When I met you I was so tired of being alone but so frighten to let someone into my heart again… But sometimes it can be a sweet surprise how two people are placed together… You knew how to melt my heart and you showed me how to love again… ~Karen Kostyla

FINALLY…I am done with my past and I am not going to fuss over it anymore. I will not stress and cry over the people who left me and I will not waste my precious time to prove my worth to random people. I made mistakes, learned from them and shaped up my personality. I am not going to sit around and brood over people who mistreated me. I promise to stay strong and not allow to be victimized… Aarti Khurana

No matter how much she loves you…if you don’t respect her…don’t show her your love and care…kills her often with your poisonous words…you are pushing her away…just because you are afraid of something unknown ..you can’t keep on hurting her all the time. Love doesn’t allow any one to be rude and arrogant…~~Neena Gupta

You will come across many men in your life. Some will be really handsome, intelligent and brilliant. Some will be rich ,famous and powerful. But if you find a man who cares about your feelings and loves you with all his heart and soul. A man who makes you feel like a treasure and give you his time and his attention . If you ever find such a man who gives you that special place in his life and treats you like the queen of his heart then he is a keeper. Hold on to him and never ever let him go… Aarti Khurana

I don’t understand our relationship…

some days you show me so much love, it feels like a dream…

and other times you push me away as if you don’t even know me…

I see so much love in your eyes…

and I love you so much in return that I can’t even think of going away…

BUT THAT ATTITUDE OF YOURS SOMETIMES KILL ME..

Neena Gupta

Tears

Tears of blood fall from my broken heart

I never thought we would be apart

When you held me you said "forever"

Now that you're gone I know you meant "never"

Saying you love me with that look in your eye

And that was a cold hearted lie

Your tender touch, a soft kiss

Two things about you I will miss

As I sit here thinking about you

My face is wet with tears past due

I should've cried a long time ago

But I loved you so

I know they say love is blind

But I had only you on my mind

A hurt so deep it cuts like a knife

But wounds heal and I'll go on with my life

Source: Pain Of Broken Heart, Tears, Sad Poem about Love http://www.familyfriendpoems.com/poem/pain-of-broken-heart-poem#ixzz2rHPr5uEc

Family Friend Poems

So with everything goin on lately, and my mind swimming around with all the words said, promises made, lies told, and hearts breaking, I decided it was time to put my thoughts into words and write it out so that maybe I can work through all of it and decide what to do about things. So here goes......

To Whom This is directed at, (and yes I'm pretty sure you know who its to and about)

You told me that you loved me, would never leave me, would be by my side forever, I was your bestfriend and you lover, that you wanted to marry me one day and make our family complete. So, then tell me, why arnt we happy liked we were before you got here? How did we go from bein so in love to not even being in the same room with each other? You wanna say its because of my family, but to me that's just an excuse, something you can put blame on so that you dont have to deal with the real issues, the real problems, and the real thoughts in your head.

It's simple, you either want what we had and are willing to work it out, fix it and be together, or you want to leave and go do whatever it is you wanna do. I love you with all my heart but I can not and I will not be in a relationship where I feel like I am on the outside looking in, where I am not part of your life the way I used to be, and where I do not feel like you love me anymore. Hell at this point I wonder if you ever even loved me at all, or if its just a game to you.

What I do know is that when you start pushing aside the person you are supposed to love to spend time with everyone else but them, then there is a problem, and that problem is not with me. I am not perfect, I never claimed to be, but I am a good woman, I try to be, I do everything I can to try to make you happy, and it just seems like I am not good enough for you, or that I am lacking somehow. I was good enough for you when we started this I should be good enough for you now... But it just doesnt seem like you were ever really here with me. I was just an option to you at the time. I sat and went through all of our old conversations, line for line, word for word, letting the memories flood my mind, remembering when we were actually happy and in love, and again I wonder, where did it go wrong, when did things change, when did I become not good enough for you? 

If you want to stay and actually fight for our relationship, then do it and say thats what you want. If you want to leave, whether its to be with someone else, or just cuz you dont love me anymore, then say it and do it, but be a man about it and be honest and tell me. Stop using the exscuse that you need to think it all out and then decide. If it takes you 4 days to think things over then maybe just maybe, there is something you feel is worth fighting for, or maybe you just dont want to tell me how you really feel because you dont want to hurt me. Well guess what? Im already hurting so you being honest isnt goin to hurt any more then what I am already feeling, atleast then, I would know the truth. 

I have said it before, I will say it again, no matter what you think, I have loved you since the first time I said I love you, and even now sitting here writing this all out, I still love you. I am IN LOVE with you, my world starts and ends with you and my kids. All I wanted was for you to accept me without reservations, love me without restrictions, and to actually show me that you love and care about me, I didnt think that was too much to ask for. I didnt expect you to be a knight in shining armor to come pick me up and carry me around when I've fallen, I didn't expect you to be a saviour for me or anyone else. I just wanted someone that would accept me the way I am and love me uncondtionally the way that I love you. 

You can take this how you want to, you can do what you want with it, you can talk about me like I'm nothing to you, you can do whatever you want to. But, atleast now I can sit here and say I told you how I feel and I told you whats going on in my mind, and you cant say I didnt tell you anything. You can take it and do what you want with it.