im in kosovo, and im bored and feeling useless. i wish i was in the sandbox, doesnt matter which one.im on a peacekeeping mission here. im not a peace time soldier, i discovered that when i was doing the bulshit training to come here. im a war time sodier.i have to be in danger, doesnt matter i could get killed. i am happy when im in danger. i dont fear death. i dont feel the same way as alot of the guys i deployed with do.