I am one of those people who lays all their cards on the table, take it or leave it, that's how I am.
When I put trust in someone, I trust a lot. I don't expect that trust to be broken, nor do I expect omissions of things. That is a breech of trust in my book.
When I trust someone so deeply, that I tell them things that I have NEVER told anyone, not even my life partner, you would think they would understand the scope of emotion I have for them. You would think they would not take my trust for granted, or expect that it be given, as it is earned in my book.
When a breech of trust happens, how do you get it back? It was not necessarily a lie, but an omission of a specific fact, one that I was told about, but not to the degree, and that part was omitted.
Submissive does not equal slave.They are completely different, and being a slave requires a much higher level of trust and devotion, than submissive.
I feel crushed. I feel like my heart has been broken, my trust was taken for granted, my soul is weeping. I feel I have lost what I once had.
I am being called rediculous for feeling this way. I feel, since I specifically asked.....and was promised that my heart would not be broken, that this is not repairable.
I feel alone
