FIDGET69's blog: "FANSTASY"

I stumbled that night, Through darkness I trod. In soft mist of dusk I had found the key to all life. All was ever still, Cobwebs glistened in crystal, Mushrooms so inedibly delicious. Flowers rare, had locks And I held the only key. No fear of theft here, My creeping woodland souls, For all that steals here Is the growing blackness And the creaking soft breeze. The undergrowth grew higher. The spread of my mind Was laid with many thoughts, All of a wonderous nature. Leaves above me rustled And whispering, they spoke; "Go further, go ahead, Explore our ferny world." I wished I could go on, But my eyes cracked open And I was human again.

I have a intimate interest with something special tonight If you want you can join me when the time is right There might just be us two cuddled in the bed or the floor maybe in your favorite chair where we've done it so many times before. If you feel up to it we can add just one more something special that’s been ordered that I’ve been keeping in the side table draw.. But I’m a lady so I won’t bring this up again what we do in our bedroom is our own private sin.

My horoscopes, they tell me Spend time with a possible soul mate A glimpse into your mirror Shown open eyes to a sign of fate It was your hand That took me to the stars Stitching my wounds Healing my scars Oceans of love Millions of kisses To me, you're the one hit That everyone misses Men are from Mars Women are from Venus Minds that believe it Are truly ingenious The Angel that guards me And sinning with the Devil Our souls are evaporating Together to a higher level I'm your Queen Be the King of my castle Only saturate me Through true eyes that dazzle Never fear the storm It's almost over Clearing the air Emotions drunk, yet sober In the darkness of morning Shining from the light Shadows still creep Through the brightness of midnight Reality gets twisted Entering my dream world Forever in eternal love The poison just won't kill Mesmerized by one flame Caress the burning desire Giving your breath away Only fades the fire Roads always winding Round edges of every mountain When I step too far and fall It's on you who I'll be counting Swimming towards the moon Dancing round the sun Shooting with the stars Laughing in paradise fun There like a ghost The spirit haunting me Don't let go, just follow Come nightmare or fantasy Always believe in destiny While holding the key to my heart Slowly unlocking the secrets I've tried and kept so far I'll take you away It's all about imagination Into a land of enchantment You'll be my wild infatuation If you have faith Then we mustn't doubt We can walk in thorny paths And run barefoot through stormy clouds

I can smell the water I can taste the air I can feel the sun shining down on my face And I just lie there Peacefully enjoying the silence And for that brief moment All my troubles are gone. It’s just me, myself, and I Relaxing and drifting off To a land where there are no worries Where I can be myself Where there is no one telling me what to do Or how to be. I am finally FREE! Free from this torture and anguish Free to live as I choose fit Finally, I am home.

Oh how I want you You have no idea I imagine your touch on my body And how it feels so real I want to taste your lips They look so inviting I want to grab a hold of your hand So we can go exploring Don’t be afraid There’s nothing to fear Please don’t hold back now I need you here Hold me tight to your body And never let go Because being with you Would be like a dream come true I just want to be with you Just one time I want to be able to hug you And call you mine So If you give me this chance I promise I’ll make it worth your wild I’ll take you on the ride of your life No worries, you’ll come back with a smile…

Outside my home and across the street There lies a mystery Not often do I see him but I know he's there Almond colored skin with short wavy hair Smile so perfect, if perfection exists Vener before have I felt like this He leaves each day for a morning run And I head out just as he returns He nods and waves, the flashed that smile I do the same, wishing he was mine all the while the he heads back into his home Afte a while his image in my mirror is gone I return around 6 or so As I park I see him pacing in front of his wondow I enter my home and turn on the radio Glance out the blinds to see that he is there no more I pay it noattention as I pick up things from the floor Then suddenly there is a knock at my door I open it with no hesitation Its my mystery, waiting looking very impatient He says hello and that his name is Angelo He has 2 tickets to a play and would like for me to go I graciously accept then go to change my outfit He says there is no need because what I have on is perfect I grab my keys and coat and head outside He walks me down the driveway and opens the passenger door to his ride I hop in and we're off the to he show cars and buildings whiz past as I stare out the window I'm nervouse as hell, butterflies wont subside He catches on and asks if I'm alright I say yes then ask him about his career He says he was in the military and has been out now for about a year He says he's a P.E. teacher and personal trainer part time He says he's drug free and has never convicted a crime I tell I'm an event planner and public relations agent that I was from Atlanta, he said he could tell by my accent He made a joke and we laughed a while The his eyes met mine and we share and awkward smile we arrive at the show 10 minutes late and we're not allowed to enter because they've locked the parking gates So we head to the city to have dinner in the park And after hours of talking we finally noticed is was extreemly dark So we headed back to our neighborhood Stopping for him to buy marshmellows and firewood He invited me into his home for movies and s'mores And after the day we'd shared I was wanting more So in I went and picked out a movie to watch We laughed at the flicka nd the fire crackled and popped He looked at me with wanting glances I tried my best to resist his advances And when I could no longer resist, my mystery and Iexchanged our first kiss I spent the night, he on the couch I in his bed And I slept wonderfully with happy thoughts in my head I awoke that morning to the smell of coffee and pancakes Him in the kitchen, smile on his face We established a lot that morning Conversation intense not at all boring He kissed me and I felt as if it were a fantasy But the thing that was real, was that he was no longer a myster I saw pictures of his past, places he's seen He shared anicdotes and vivid memories He opened his heart and I embraces his honesty Today my boyfriend, yesterday just a mystery.

Our bodies entwined your fingers in my hair I get chills down my spine as you breathe in my ear I bury my head inbetween your breasts your legs are spread around my chest. I start to caress your sweet flesh our bodies press and you ride me so strong so hard and so long dripping with sweat I'm so wet I could come for you I wanna make you come too I'm not done yet You're still wet Whip out my belt make some red welts I could just cream listening to you scream but then I realize it's all just a dream.

Yielding to a firm grip of my own hands these hips are still as I draw them to mine and from a willing nape a pulse sensed in a relaxed progression keeping time. Strands of darkened hues envelope my face as I close both eyes amidst her fragrance which I take into myself with every breath in a trance of such careless decadence. Into a warmth that I had never known I seek refuge at a most perfect moment while embracing seconds in their passing as this rapture maintains its sheer potence. Gentle gropes of my curiosity discover a litheness so unsurpassed by any belief of beauty in my mind etched from memories of a private past. The back of her head lays on my shoulder as she falls into this exultation when I abruptly uncover without fail the bare essentials of fine creation. Yielding to a firm grip of my own hands these hips are still as I draw them to mine and from willing lips a pulse can be sensed in excited progression keeping time.

Two hands move in meticulous manner as they guide ten fingers that grip and flex on a pliable substance formed and shaped into an upright being of unknown sex. Wrinkles abound from much concentration on a furrowed brow under trickling sweat and this fixation goes on without fail lest one becomes fatigued in need of rest. Steady pupils are focused intently on every necessary detail seen as requiring further skilled refinement to obtain flawlessness beyond belief. Granted needed rest are both arms folded as composure heightens in true fulfillment when the results finally come to light and command absolute astonishment. Dimples appear in an absence of shame on both cheeks framing a smile most pleasant from the creator and its masterpiece face to face in identical likeness.

Looking into the beyond Knowing that’s what I wanted To take out my hand And touch the unknown Through eyes which knew the truth Come, see me Through the wall of dreams Where we stand apart Wanting so much to rejoin the Uno Where our bodies meld In a feeling not known Through words or images Only feeling That’s how we would be known Knowing each other Merging into the Uno So we can be side by side Exploring the alternate realities Of Other Beings