Today is noon, the 19th of July, 8 days left to a new era of paradisic feelings begins.(the new Pokémon Diamond is comming to Denmark, to make old Pokémonfans very happy...)
The family branch from Jutland went home again to reopen their inn, so now we are me, granny, dad and my psychotic cousin (the 18 year old)left... It feels really good, because now I don't have to share room with dad anymore...
Yesterday dad found out I was crying after the lights went out and we talked most of the night. Mostly about my mom, but also that I'm afraid of the dark because of a trauma I had as a child. I wont tell about that now...
Today me and dad went out to look at some stuff for his kitchen in his own house on Lolland. He's going to install it today so he will be gone until tonight, wich is kind of bad, because then I have to nurse for my cousin whom I hate because she should have been able to take care of herself now (like going to the bathroom herself, and be able to pee without spilling on the floor <.< It's really annoying because I didn't choose to be a nanny for her...)
Tomorrow I'm going to a conversation about my (hopefully) new job to my (hopefully) new boss who is so cool and I hope it's gonna work out...
My mood... Baddddd... But better than the other day... (apparently the blog I posted the other day is deleted for some reason I don't know why but I know I posted it) I hope I'll be better tomorrow, but I doubt it... Vacation with MY family is three times as hard of a noral day at HTX wich is like the highest level of hardness in the different subjects from 8 in the morning to 5 in the evening... You can pretty much tell I hate my family alot... Perfectionists... Anyway... This is it for now...
