Sometime i use this blog to vent , so if you really don't care do not read...this is just for my sanity. So of you that know me best know i have a good life but that my siblings and mom don't always have ot together and often try to drag me back down to the shit I faught so hard to come out of. Just recently another sister drama. A lil background on the situation..my sister was abused , I took custody to try to save her..she destoyed an already stuggling nion between my ex and I ...Then she (age 13 at the time) got into an SUV with some one she didn't know ,21 year old man and he was high ..flipped his ride and ejected her out the back windshield. After this and all the drugs she did ..it was off to foster care..Now I though she was doing good and I find kiddy porn she made with her friends on myspace..holy hell and my ex husband saw it..I deleted her account and she flipped the fuck out..we argues i cried..my fiance told her dont call back until shes over her lil pity party..she threatened to cut herself (which she has done in the past) then this morning after my 2 mile walk..i get two messages from my mom ( how by the way tried to hang her ownself after the death of her fiance just 3 months ago). Mom says my sister Hope is in the hospital she overdosed on her Lithuim .I want to go to see her but she will just thrive on the attension.so i won't. Shes bi~polar..which i probably am too but im against meds and fine..She talked to herself for 6 hours before she overdosed..I want to know how the hell these foster parents allowed a suicidal teen axcess to all her meds..the agency responsible for her temporary placemet?? Did they even inform the caretakers of her diagnosis..im on a rampage with the adults involved in this matter...but my sister can never know how much I truly care
Hense Another Day I'm awake and don't know why
