idk why i went throw it we wasnt happy i was happyer wen she was away i just couldnt wait intil she went 2 work but idk im better off with out her cuz no more stress i do miss her sometimes but idk why yes i did tlk to gurls but i didnt want them i thought we lasted 4ever i guess anything dosent lasted 4ever i know im n a wheelchair and i really wasnt trying my best 2 get out i realize i have 2 do something and try my best i cant really trusted no1 but myself so it just helps me 2 think i have only myself i just want 2 wlk and find my 1 i hope it works out :) just hoping 2 find some1 i can trusted dat wont cheat on me and tell me how they really feel only thing i can do is hope i do like some1 and wanna c something happen with us but idk if it is so.... just hope and be happy!!!! :)