so i have to say that this mont has been hell for me but in the last week it has gotin so much better iam a lot happier with my life and with where iam at and how my life is with all my friends i don't see me wanting any thing to change. the one thing i have always want as happend iam not saying any name cause all that matters is the know whot the are but it is a he and he has made my life just the way i have always want we are not toghter but that fine by me cause it something i have allways want someone who there for me like a bf but who not my bf he treats me great cares for me a lot and is there for me if i need him no matter what and lets me be me if anything i can be myself around more then any man as ever let me he may not think it a times but he realy is a good person. pretty much he is my bestfriend the best male friend i think i have ever had before. and i hope he knows that iam there for him as much as he there for me he got my back and i got his.cause it hard to find friends like him so thank u for comeing in to my life and showing me that not all guys are the same and note to self lol u will have all my trust someday u know that in time u know that allready thow lol that why u don't push it thank soooooooooo much.
