Hey, well here it is another year, man I can't believe how fast they keep passing. I graduated from high school 10 years ago this year and time has flown by.Any one person would say that is soooo boring, but to me it makes me think about my mortality. I have had at least nine people I love and care about die in the last 10 years, yeah everyone dies thats why I have been thinking about my own death. I have had 5 people I love die in car wrecks, my mom being one of them. Being a girl I always thought she would be here, she was only 40 and I 20. She never really wanted me thru life but the last 4 years she was alive we made up and those are what keep me sane when I miss her. I am lucky to have had that time but being selfish and human I wanted and still want more. My story is interesting compared to some and boring compared to others. So this is a way for me to let off steam share my story and ramble alot LOL
