After spending all these months back here in GA, it made me realize that there are so many f*ing retarded idiots in this small town...After my divorce, I built up a wall around myself so no one could get in, but when I tried to let someone in, it just backfired. Big Time. Maybe I shouldn't let my walls down. Maybe it's not my time to find happiness. All I know is that I'm so emotionally drained, I just want to scream at the top of my lungs and finally be happy for once.