nwest55's blog: "Eh"

I was thinking of you today

someone mentioned your name

I had no words to describe 

all the pain i tried to hide

I still feel you here with me

and in that moment it seemed to flee

I cant say how or when or why

but it hit me today because he said "he died"

Can it really be a fact 

I tell myself it was an act

I cant break through the fog in my head

and when i try i'm filled with dread

I wish that you could hold me tight 

so i could fall asleep tonight

but you're a million miles away

And on this earth I have to stay

I Love you and I miss you Tsa-ni Youngdeer.