OK first things first I didn't got to sleep till 7:00 O'clock this morning it's not 8 minutes after 9 am I'm still shaking and almost in tears. Dreams are a powerfull thing and I take them to the hear though I know sometimes I shouldn't this one rubbed me the wrong way for some reason listen.
As I slowly drift in and out of sleep a picture fades in and out of my pooh whom just so happens to be my soon to be wife at the time and myself walking down the street hand and hand mind you I am just returning from a 3 day visit to my home town, I was only there a few days I keep telling myself thinking nothing could have happend that great while I was gone right...
I notice something really strange the car isn't parked in front of our house it's strategically parcked a block away and I see no sighn of any cars in front of our home, when I ask the reason for a reason I got an excues " it was saterday and we live on campous there were alot of parties this weekend rush week just passed". ok I replied and contined to walk to my house, see living on campous we have 3 other girls renting rooms from us so it makes it kinda fun and interrestering or at least I would say!
may greets us at the door and just kinda gives pooh this crazy look, I think to myself wonder what that was about? the other two girls Robyn and Alanna are out for lunch and had no idea what time I was returning home.
I walk in my room and ploop down on the bed and fall backwards in a sigh of releif to be home pooh lays over me and gives me a kiss and starts to ask me about my weekend then all of a suddon May yells for pooh as if she need help with something! She kisses me a few more time then says hold that thought then gets up and walks in the other room.
I go channel surffing find a really good movie and chill about and hour later I wake up to laughing, Robyn and Alanna are home then I hear "so how good was you stay over guest last night pooh" I listened for a min. guessing that one they didn't know I was home or two they though I was still sleeping then I hear Shhhh. I jump out of bed light a smoke and calmy walk to the living room sickened because I just got out of a bed that my girlfriend had had sex with someone else in I know this because the sheetes are the same from when I left.
So I walk into the liveing room and it was on from there! I said Robyn what did you just say she replies with NOTHING I heard exactially what you said I give pooh the look of satan and all I got was I was really drunk I don't know what they are talking about!
out of no where there's a nock at the front door and it swings open pooh gets this look on her face I will never forget and says not now Tasha home sorry I'll be there in a min. I reply with be where in a min. your not done here. I followed the girl out the door and grabbed her by the arm and asked her so I guess your the bitch my girl has been sleeping with while I'm gone she quickly replies no where do you live? right around the corner she says I know right then what has been going on! I walk back to the door and tell pooh "If I find out that this has been going on it will end quicker than it started" out of the corner of my eyes I watch the girl walk quickly off my front porch so I pay no more mind to her. I'm looking at pooh waiting on a reply.
I get no answer befor I notice about 30 people on my porch now is a good time to tell you that normally we give tores of out home to prior and new to come students. I was in no mood for a show today I walk on the porch and tell them to leave but they just wernt having it no one seemed to hear me so I yelled at the top of my lungs " Get off my property or your all going to jail" they quickly leave I follow the last person to the bottom of the steps and turn around.
Facing the house I see my girlfriend sitting off to the side of the house with the same girl that just ran off my porch I wait for a split second not only do I see feel and hear her lean over and kiss that girl but it was like to say what r you going to do about it. All I felt was rage. something I have never felt it was quiet scarry. then I woke up and I am here now shanking and crying like I had just lived it all for real..
