I am so dreading tomorrow/today my time Wednesday 1/10/07 or 1/10/07 ahhhhhhhh it's not going to be a easy day for me to deal with because on this date in 2006 i had a friendship with my best friend Geoff end forever after being friends with him for 16-17 years and the date i put up in this bulletin was the date of the mediation and that's when the friendship ended and i went to the movies and saw Harry Potter And The Goblet Of Fire and i held back my tears in the Cinema because i was ready to cry during the movie because i lost my best friend for good and he looked up to me as a brother he never had and it was all because of a jealous and way overprotective mother who had tried to end the friendship between me and him for years and so on the this date will be 1 year without any contact with him and if i try to contact him i could end up in jail for good so ordered the court system i twas either no further contact with him for good or back to court so i chose no further contact with him forever and i miss him so much and most of you who have heard my other blogs know that i usually have happy thoughts in my blogs but this is my first blog with pain in it so i am sorry if it sounds like i am not in a good happy mood in this blog but it's all true and sad to me i never wanted the friendship to end and neither did he but it was his mum/mom's doing to end the friendship for good and she forced him to give back the christmas presents i gave him in 2005 at the mediation until my next happier blog take care people from Bruce