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They got the attention, I got the pain. They got the 'love', I got the blame. They got the time, I got the heartache. They got the fun, I took all I can take.

If I could have one wish, I would wish to wake everyday, To the warmth of your breath on my neck. To have you chase my fears away, With your soft kiss on my cheek. To be in your arms, holding me tight, To feel your fingers on my skin, Making everything feel right. Feeling your heartbeat with mine, To feel your love inside of me. This would be my wish, Because with you is where I want to be!

I think of you each morning, And dream of you each night. I think of your arms around me, And cannot express my delight. I love the sound of your voice, And your kind thoughtful way. And the joy that you bring, To my life everyday. There is a dime a dozen, But there is no other like you. There is one in a million, But for you that wont do. Baby, you are once in a lifetime, A treasured friend threw and threw.

You are an amazing person, Without you I dont know what Id be. Having you in my life, Completes every part of me. I love the way you make me happy, And the way you show you care. I love the way you say "I love you", And the way your always there. I dont think you could ever know, Just how truly special you are. That even on the darkest nights, You are my shining star. So thank you my love for being there, And for always supporting me. I'll do the same for you, you know, Because our friendship is endless like the sea.

I saw this on one of the bulletins, and decided that I liked it so much that i wanted to keep it in my blog! By T.. D. Jakes There are people who can walk away from you. And hear me when I tell you this! When people can walk away from you: let them walk. I don't want you to try to talk another person into staying with you, loving you, calling you, caring about you, coming to see you, staying attached to you. I mean hang up the phone. When people can walk away from you let them walk. Your destiny is never tied to anybody that left. The bible said that, they came out from us that it might be made manifest that they were not for us. For had they been of us, no doubt they would have continued with us. [1 John 2:19] People leave you because they are not joined to you. And if they are not joined to you, you can't make them stay. Let them go. And it doesn't mean that they are a bad person it just means that their part in the story is over. And you've got to know when people's part in your story is over so that you don't keep trying to raise the dead. You've got to know when it's dead. You've got to know when it's over. Let me tell you something. I've got the gift of good-bye. It's the tenth spiritual gift, I believe in good-bye. It's not that I'm hateful, it's that I'm faithful, and I know whatever God means for me to have He'll give it to me. And if it takes too much sweat I don't need it. Stop begging people to stay. Let them go!! If you are holding on to something that doesn't belong to you and was never intended for your life, then you need to....... LET IT GO!!! If you are holding on to past hurts and pains ...... LET IT GO!!! If someone can't treat you right, love you back, and see your worth..... LET IT GO!!! If someone has angered you . LET IT GO!!! If you are holding on to some thoughts of evil and revenge....... LET IT GO!!! If you are involved in a wrong relationship or addiction...... LET IT GO!!! If you are holding on to a job that no longer meets your needs or talents LET IT GO!!! If you! u have a bad attitude....... LET IT GO!!! If you keep judging others to make yourself feel better...... LET IT GO!!! If you're stuck in the past and God is trying to take you to a new level in Him...... LET IT GO!!! If you are struggling with the healing of a broken relationship....... LET IT GO!!! If you keep trying to help someone who won't even try to help themselves...... LET IT GO!!! If you're feeling depressed and stressed .......... LET IT GO!!! If there is a particular situation that you are so used to handling yourself and God is saying 'take your hands off of it,' then you need to...... LET IT GO!!! Let the past be the past. Forget the former things. GOD is doing a new thing for 2008!!! LET IT GO!!! Get Right or Get Left .. think about it, and then . LET IT GO!!!

I need to grow up, This is what you say. But you are the the child, Looking for excuses every day. You "have dont nothing wrong", You "did nothing to hurt me", But yet I am the one hurting, While you are free. You shared your bed with other women, And act as if it was alright. You tell me to grow up, While I cry every nite. You tell me I am immature, Because I have a broken heart. You tell me I am a baby, Since you tore our marraige apart. You cant stand to look at me, Or so you say. But the divorce you wont give, Cause it always has to be ur way. I am not aloud to move on, The adultry you did was fine you said, I have to stay alone, While you share your bed. You have all the money you need, While I struggle to make ends meet. You go party on weekends, While I try to get something for our kids to eat. You wont open your eyes, See all you did to me. You focus on whats not important, And what you did you still dont see. You like to blame me for what you did, You say I am the cause of it. But I did not make you take your clothes off, I did not want to get hit. All I wanted was love, All I wanted was trust. All I got was lies, And proof of your uncaring lust. And I need to grow up? This is what you said!

WHATS WRONG WITH ME? Thoughts roll in my head, As I sit here alone. Thinking of what you did, Thinking of what you said. What is wrong with me, To cause you to be this way. What did I do, That was so wrong? What did I say, To turn you this way? Why am I here, Just to be alone? Why am i hurt, By those who "love me"? Why am i used, As a doormat? Why am I weak, And let my heart open? Why cant I be loved, Like I can love? Why cant I be happy, Like in my dreams? Why cant I be treated as a person, And not a "piece of meat"? Why cant I be respected, And shown my feelings count? What is wrong with me, That nothing goes right?

LOVE... LOVE LIES It is not endless It is not true It sets you up To break your heart LOVE BETRAYS It hurts you It uses you It leaves you Empty inside LOVE CHEATS It makes you vulnerable It then leaves you To find another That is "better" LOVE.... It is not ment to be With someone like me

11 YRS I STAYED WITH YOU 11YRS OF LIES 11 YRS OF HURTING 11 YRS OF BETRAYAL I DESERVE MUCH BETTER THAN YOU I DESERVE TO BE LOVED I DESERVE TO BE RESPECTED I DESERVE HAPPINESS I DESERVE SECURTIY MY LOVE FOR YOU REACHED ITS END FROM ALL YOUR LIES TO YOUR ABUSIVE WAYS TO YOUR COUNTLESS AFFAIRS YOU WERE NEVER THERE WHEN I NEEDED YOU YOU HURT ME MORE THAN ANYONE YOU NEVER LOVED ME YOU NEVER CARED YOU NEVER RESPECTED ME YOU USED ME YOU ABUSED ME YOU CHEATED ON ME ITS LIKE A BAD DREAM SPINNING IN MY HEAD I MADE A MISTAKE I LOVED SOMEONE WHO COULDNT LOVE BACK I MADE A MISTAKE I TRUSTED SOMEONE WHO COULDNT BE TRUSTED I MADE A MISTAKE AND THAT MISTAKE WAS YOU! LOVE DOESNT CHEAT LOVE DOESNT LIE LOVE DOESNT HURT LOVE DOESNT MAKE YOU CRY LOVE IS MADE FOR TWO BUT YOU CANT LOVE AND NOW WERE THREW! YOU HAVE YOUR CAR YOU HAVE YOUR CELL PHONE YOU HAVE YOUR MONEY YOU HAVE YOUR FREEDOM I HAVE MY KIDS I HAVE THE DEBT YOU LEFT ME I HAVE MY FAMILY! GOOD LUCK TO YOU, AND ENJOY YOUR FREEDOM THAT YOU WANTED SO MUCH. IF I NEVER SEE YOU AGAIN, IT WILL BE TO SOON!

HEARTBROKEN Is there a better place, To be right now, Than to be home, Listening to the crickets’ sounds, Outside the windows. Is there a better place, To be right now, Than in the bed, Closing my eyes, Trying to sleep, To forget about the days, Forget about the nights, Forget about you. Nothing better than to sleep, To forget your lies, Forget the way, You told me, You loved me, Forget the way, You cheated on me, When you said, I was all you wanted. I want to forget, All that you have done. I want to leave this world, Close my eyes, Fall to sleep to stop the heart, From beating. I don’t want to hear anything, Don’t want to hear the birds, Chirping outside the windows. Don’t want to see my face, Don’t want to see you, Don’t want anything, That has to do with you. I want to block away, The world to stop the pain, In my heart. I want my heart to stop beating, To stop bleeding, From your words, Your lies.