I remember when me and u started talking , you were something else, your such a wonderful man and i would not change anything about you, then when i got to talk to you more and more i started to have feelings about ya you melted my heart, knowin how i knew how you felt about me i was scared at times knowing how you felt cause no one else felt that way for me like you have, you knew when i was happy, you knew when i was sad, i would laugh at silly things and cry when i would push you away your my everything , i do not know what i am going to do without you but i pushed you way to far this time and i know i did , i still remember your smile, the way you laugh ,you make me quiver without u knowing it, u mdae me have butterflies in my tummy and have heartburns finding out that the love is so strongi do n ot know what to do without you but i am going to have to knowing you will be fine ,but one day you will know true love and true friendshipe is hard to find and even though u push that someone u ignore the stupidity sometimes even though they mean they love you with all there heart but sometimes love is not meant to be for everyone and some people are meant to be alone , it hurts having tears down my eyes , nothaving that smile anymore like i used to when i used to talk to you knowing that you was there for me no matter what, you was the bomb you was a wonderful man and handsome , i was very lucky i had you as long as i did , but now the future will not be the same without you but i know we will not be one and my heart aches knowing we will not be with each other not being able to talk and hear each other voices, knowing how m uch we felt for each other but just remember you will always have my heart no matter what u will always be i my dreams til death. i will always remember you , you was my friedn best friend and lova thank u very much for showing me all that a nd more..