I LOST MY BEST FRIEND THIS WEEK, HE WAS A WONDERFUL MAN INSIDE AND OUTSIDE I WAS VERY LUCKY TO HAVE HAD HIM IN MY LIFE, HE KNEW WHEN I SAD WHEN I WAS HAPPY WHEN I NEEDED A HUG AND NEEDED A SMILE HE WAS ALWAYS THERE FOR ME, I HURT MY BEST FRIEND I WISH THAT HE WOULD FORGIVE ME AS MY BESTFRIEND CAUSE WE WERE TWO PEAS AND A POD, I HAVE CRIED MYSELF TO SLEEP KNOWING I WILL NEVER HEAR HIS VOICE AGAIN KILLS MY HEART AND IT ACHES IN PAIN BUT I CRY MYSELF TO SLEEP AND I CRY MYSELF AWAKE KNOWING THAT I HAVE HURT MY BEST FRIEND ONE DAY MY BEST FRIEND WILL KNOW THAT I DID NOT MEAN TO AND WILL COME TALKING TO ME ONE DAY, I WOULD NEVER MEAN TO HURT THIS PERSON I WOULD DO ANYTHING FOR THIS PERSON THIS PERSON HAS TAUGHT ME TO LOVE MYSELF AGAIN TO LOVE AGAIN AS A PERSON AND LOVE ME FOR WHOM I AM NOW I AM BACK TO NOT LOVING MYSELF CAUSE I HAVE HURT THIS PERSON SO DEEP AND KNOWINGI HAVE I WILL JUST CRAWL IN A DEEP HOLE AND NEVER COME OUT AGAIN JUST TO LOOK AT THE MOONLIGHT PRAYING THAT MY BESTFRIEND WILL FIND TRUE HAPPINESS HE DESSERVES THE BEST OF EVERYTHING AND THAT I WAS NOT NOR WILL I EVER BE HUGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGS AND LOVES MY FRIENDĀ