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Today I got in from work and I just broke down in tears, I started to feel down as soon as I got on the bus home from work. I thought I would share this in a blog save telling everyone in an email seprate.
In 2011 I found out that my now ex husband had raped and sexully abused my 4 girls. I did not cope well with the news and I took to drinking and wanted to kill him and still do. In April last year he got 20 years for what he done to my kids and his only daughter we had togther. Since that day I have blamed myself for not spotting something, did I miss something, did I see something and ignored it all this is still going through my head. My 3 older girls are getting on with life but me and my 9 year old are not coping as well. My 9 year old our only child we had together has started to self harm, she cuts holes on her bed sheets and pj bottoms and even kicked someone in school the other day Her learning is not going well at school and she is going back in age like she wants to be young again were she feels safe. She is getting councling at school and now she has been refered to somewhere for children with mental health issues. What with dealing with this I am doing a childcare course and going to work placemtn twice a week and I am not coping at all. I am finding it hard to do my coursework. I feel like giving up
