sometimes expecially here lately ive been having a lot of stuff on my mind...well first off i finally broke it off with the good for nothing bf..who until i broke up with him i hadnt talked to in over a week...and lets see work oh dont get me started with work..so i have been a manager for bout a couple months now and working 40+ hours a week and all i get is shit on from them..just because im the 'new' manager doesnt mean shit ive been at that place since it fuckin opened no reason for them to shit on me for...and i am supposed to start assistant manager training soon....and well i dont know if i really want to do this or not..i mean if i want this to be my career...i was in the army for a little over 2 years..been thinking alot about rejoining hear lately..i love the army with a passion..i loved everything i did in the army...even if i got in trouble and got smoked...i loved that....so well i guess i am still up at 5 in the morning wondering where my life is going to lead me...
sierra
