DO YOU THINK I WANT TO LIVE LIKE THIS
Current mood: crappy
Category: ANOUYED AND FED UP Life
YOU,
YES YOU
YOU THAT WORKS AT THE PHARMASY
YOU THAT WORKS IN THE OFFICE AT THE DOCTORS
DO YOU THINK THIS IS A GAME ?
DO YOU THINK I'M DOING THIS JUST TO MAKE YOUR LIFE A LITTLE DIFFICULT ?
TO MAKE YOUR JOB HARDER ?
ITS A FUCKING JOB YOU DONT HAVE TO DO IT
YOU DONT HAVE TO WAKE UP EVERY DAY OF YOUR LIFE IN PAIN
YOU DONT DREAD WAKING UP
I LIVE THIS LIFE
DO YOU THINK I CHOOSE TO LIVE LIKE THIS ?
EVERY DAY OF MY LIFE IN SEVEAR PAIN
DREADING ANOTHER DAY
KNOWING AS SOON AS I TRY TO MOVE ITS GONNA FUCKING HURT
KNOWING I CANT EVEN DO THE BASICS SOME DAYS
FEELING SICK COS OF THE PAINKILLERS MY STOMACH IN BITS
CANT EVEN REMEMBER MUCH THESE DAYS COS OF THESE FUCKING PAINKILLERS
WITHOUT THE PAINRELIFE UNABLE TO GET OUT OF MY BED
DO YOU REALLY THINK I WANT THIS ?
I DONT HAVE A MEAL SOME DAYS COS I CANT PUT STUFF IN THE OVEN
I DONT GO OUT ANYMORE COS I'M AFRAID OF FALLING OVER
WHEN I HAVE TO GET MY MEDS THE WALK IS SO PAINFUL
IM NORMALY IN TEARS BY THE TIME I GET HOME,
MY BACK PULSES WITH PAIN MAKING IT HARD TO MOVE AT ALL, MY LEGS SWOLLEN AND PAINFUL MY NECK RIGID AND STIFF FROM THE STRAIN OF TRYING TO KEEP MY BALANCE, BUT ALSO THE PAIN I SUFFER THERE ANY WAY
DO YOU REALLY THINK I CHOOSE TO LIVE LIKE THIS ?
I'VE BEEN STUCK IN THE BATH FOR OVER AN HOUR COS I WAS IN SO MUCH PAIN I COULDNT GET UP TO GET MYSELF OUT
IVE CRAWLED ON HANDS AND KNEES TO THE TOILET SCREAMING IN PAIN
IVE SLEPT ON THE SOFA COS I COULDNT MAKE THE STAIRS
IVE STAYED IN THE SAME CLOTHES FOR A COUPLE OF DAYS COS ITS BEEN TO FUCKING PAINFULL TO CHANGE
DO YOU REALLY THINK I WANT TO LIVE LIKE THIS!
THEN THE NEXT TIME A PATIANT ASKS FOR THIER MEDS DONT GIVE THEM ATTITUDE
DONT TELL THEM IT WILL BE READY TOMORROW WHEN YOU KNOW IT WONT
RING THEM WHEN YOUR SUPPOSED TO
WE ARE NOT ALL TIME WAISTING JUNKIES
WE ARE NOT ALL BLAGGING TO STAY OFF WORK
WE DONT CHOOSE TO LIVE LIKE THIS!
