Im a Grinch deal with it's blog: "Disgusted"

It was a really nice night, the boys stayed up for the first time... I know they still don't get it but it was nice. Looking back at the past year and all that we have been threw, the boys and myself. I have gained some great friends, and they have made such a difference in my life. I don't know if I would of made it threw this past year without them. Thank you M'nn and Kim. You have been there threw the good and bad, and reminded me that some people do know the meaning of friendship. I have come to realize that some people only care about them selfs, and will say and do whatever to get what they want or need, without any realization that they hurt people in the process. True friendship is not just when some one is there for you, it means being there when they need you also. It also means not just contacting some one when you need something but taking the time to say hay whats up, whats going on, how you doing. Thats friendship. Selfish is easy, true friendship is hard. If you take and take and take, sooner or later, there will be no one to take from, and then what will you have? I hope everyone has a happy new year. and learns from the past year and grows from it.

I just really need to know where the hell I have Fool and or Sucker Tattooed on my body? Im so sick and tired of being used. And only beeing contacted when some one has a problem and thats it. I have a life, and belive it or not I have problems. oh and gess what? I HAVE FEELINGS ALSO! I am tired of being the one that is always there with the advice, and thats it. There are very few people that I care to concider friends any more. If you just need me to be a friend when its convinent for you, and or you need somthing. THEN GO FUCK YOURSELFS. I am tired of it. Thats not friendship. A few very special people have taught me what TRUE frienship is. Then I cherrish. Them I would give my life for. And turst me, if you dont know who you are, you never will. And friends my argue and disagree, and may wnat to kill eachother from time to time. But in the end friends are there for eachother, no matter what. And a true friend is not afraid to tell you how it is. Even if they know its gona hurt you. And to every one else, the next time your life falls apart, call some one who gives a shit, bucause my give a shit is busted and I dont have the extra money or time or patience to fix it!