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What are you waiting for?
Sometimes I sit and wonder what could I have done differently?
Was it the way I loved you? Did I not love you enough? Was I TOO much?
I second guessed every part of every encounter we shared. The late night phone calls.
The serious, "I really need you to just listen..." conversations. Was it TOO much?
I honestly thought that maybe I was the problem, and you know what...I probably was partly to blame.
I just thought that by loving you with my all would be enough for you. I guess it was TOO much.
I remember sitting with you on the phone after my work day had just finished. It was a rough one for me.
So you learned of one of my many pass times, Coloring. We shared yet another common ground. That was ENOUGH for me.
We sat there in complete silence. You coloring in your calming book and me coloring another page for my scrapbook.
Words weren't needed to be said. Just you being calm and me being calm together. That was ENOUGH for me.
It's amazing how one conversation between us can go south and you disappear. Was this all just an act?
I loved you but I'm starting wonder was it ever met with the same amount of passion as mine. Or was it all an act?
When you said you'd stay on the other side of my wall, constantly sending an arrow of love my way...was that just an act?
You're truly a great magician. Never have I seen someone disappear so easily. I'd be lying if I said I didn't miss you.
I'll be telling the whole truth if I said I didn't want you back though. I pray you find peace.
Maybe one day you'll stop your Disappearing Act...
