LG FUAD's blog: "Devious intentions"

She walks alone Thinking back How did she let it get this far She runs her fingers cross her arm Feeling every line Remembering every story Remebering the first time Every sensation She still feels it everytime A car passes by and for a moment in time the light dances across her scares Looking ahead shes almost there She wonders what will happen Knowing no one will be looking for her A single tear slides down her cheek She touches her pocket and feels her familiar friend in the form of a blade She is there Her heart skips a beat as she climbs to the top She looks down into the cool rippling water Two decisions battle in her mind Just to end all the pain Or give up the one thing that has made her feel alive She pulls it from her pocket Dried blood slightly dulls the gleam Hot tears stream down her cheeks In the distance she hears a car door slam a familiar voice resonates through the night air She looks back at the face running forth They raech her and look down And beg her not to go He crys and wraps her tight Pulling away she looks at her friend for so long without another thought she tosses her blade into the river She throws it away she made a choice to live because someone stepped up And showed they loved her

All I can feel is two eyes burning into me Searching every part of me tearing me apart bit by bit, scanning my mind and discovering every weakness, Destroying every moment of happiness, It haunts my dreams and lingers within my world fixated upon me As if I am its toy Walking erect for so long watching every step Knowing if I slip or stumble it will allow it to close in More and more It gets closer day by day The heat from the glare gets harder to bare I can feel its passion and hunger It envelopes me and intoxicates my sences clouding my judgment If I run all I hear is laughter taunting me pushing me farther into the blackness No place to hide The darkness is his playground It allows him to get close enough to touch To breath in my scent I feel him all around me I smell his pugnant stench His breath hits my skin sending shivers down to my core He knows this It causes pleasure for him he is fascinated with every move I make When the light of the day comes out to play he disapates to only the white glaring eyes That burn within my soul Searching every part of me