got ink's blog: "Song Lyrics"

I'm the Queen of Pain… I can make it thunder and rain
I can turn the clouds black in the sky, I can put all those tears in your eye
I'll leave and never wave goodbye …'cause I'm the Queen of Pain

I won't hear their names 'cause the voices are always the same
The places, the chases, the interchangeable faces
Are scratching me attaching, surrounding, binding
How can I care if it's not you?
You smile at the things that I do..

chorus
and then you say…
I'm as cold as November
You say…
I'm as cold as November…

Things will never be the same and I will never give you back your name
Because I earned it with you under my skin
But it's my fault for lettin' you in
I even paid you and that should be a sin
'cause then you abandoned…..

You're as cold as November

You laughed when I was crying
And I was crying every time you laughed
Oh, but ain't it kind of funny
That you weren't laughin' when I left.

So who's the real King of Pain? I'm trying to forget your name
But you show up wherever I go
Your smile lurking in my shadow
Oh, please why don't you just let me go, 'cause I don't want to remember…
how it was in May…
'cause now it's the month of November.