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Last night,while I lay thinking here, some Whatifs crawled inside my ear and pranced and partied all night long and sang their same old Whatif song:
Whatif I'm dumb in school?
Whatif they've closed the swimming pool?
Whatif I get beat up?
Whatif there's poison in my cup?
Whatif I start to cry?
Whatif I get sick and die?
Whatif I flunk that test?
Whatif green hair grows on my chest?
Whatif nobody likes me?
Whatif a bolt of lightning strikes me?
Whatif I don't grow talle?
Whatif my head starts getting smaller?
Whatif the fish won't bite?
Whatif the wind tears up my kite?
Whatif they start a war?
Whatif my parents get divorced?
Whatif the bus is late?
Whatif my teeth don't grow in straight?
Whatif I tear my pants?
Whatif I never learn to dance?
Everything seems well, and then the nighttime Whatifs strike again!
what a difference a door could ever made
sometimes I think about the world
what is the part I like about it best
but I can't remember what I was gonna say for the world
for the life of me never figured,for the truth I never been told
like my brother is the only close stranger I ever know
came from this same old house with words carved on the wall
but nothing like me and never really talked each orther about the world
it's as if,this guy and me grew up in the same house
and one day.he stood up went out the front door
while I went out the back
like a ousider,refuse to get along
and never see eath orther again
its like,if he can't see me,then he won't feel so pain
because I walked out the back door
while he walked out the front
what a difference a door could ever made
what the fuck is a poet
to make a fucking ryhme?
to tell the truth out here and there?
to empathy something deep in the bone?
to explain who the fuck they are?
to fullfilled with fucking poems for fun?
to save their lifes with theire words?
to hold something they can never get?
to grab a gun shot around?
to leave something never fade away?
to tell people how to rot?
to love?
to hate?
to erase?
to break?
to fuck?
to kiss?
to write?
No and No and No and No and No and No and No
just to be a pure human
like a pure evil
when I was a kid
I cut myself hard
grab the knife
enjoyed the moment on my hand
when I was sixteen
I studied hard
wanna be found
read the story in my book
when I was twenty
I played around
fuck them all
smoke everything I can get
when I was thirty
I breath hard
time is lost
maybe I'm already dead
long time ago when I was a kid
fly me to the moon
let me play among those stars
let me see what spring is like
on jupiter and mars
in orther words,hold my hand
in orther words,darling kiss me
fill my heart with song
let me sing for ever more
you are all I long for
all I worship and adore
in orther words,please be true
in orther words,I love you
I saw you are sad
and why is that I asked
you told me "I don't even fucking know you
why you gonna ask and lame attempt to talk to me!JFS"
I feel like wrong a little bit
you got that right
why should I fucking care tonight
or even attempt to be a friend like that
what makes a person have a right to treat orthers badly you questioned
now you just answered
why nobody touchs nobody in this world
now I kinda know a little bit
maybe thats why I got drunk tonight
I feel I am sad
