Man it's too late to be doing this but I guess I've got a lot on my mind and I need to put some of my thoughts down.
I've been down a lot here lately because I can't seem to keep a job I work two years for Arby's, and was fired over some stupid crap that was not my fault. I got another job work as a security guard at the hospital, and it was a easy job but I got laid off and now I'm sitting at home drawing my unemployment with no jobs in sight. This shit is killing me I don't know what to do or where to go I need to get out this small ass town and head out to the big city,but I hate starting over again.
My thoughts has been on joining the Army because it's stable job and it would be a mean of supporting myself,but I'm 31 and there's a freaking war going on right now and I to be honest I don't thinking that the army would be the perfect place for me right now.
I just don't know what to do cause I don't want to waste my life and having nothing to show for it. So I guess I need to do what I need to do and move away and start all over again, and try to make a living for myself once again.
