Because you can't take them back once you've decided. So, I ponder further into the void of life asking if I should be hanging out on sites like this now that I have a new a baby girl to raise. Father hood is very sacred to me and the influence I get by hanging out in places like this would definetly not do well in raising a child. SO, I ponder over whether I should give it all up and go back to my dark corner of books and writing. Oh how we dig ourselves a nice grave then, for some odd reason we care not to lay in it for fear that is all that's left.
