Valkryie01's blog: "Debating on Re-locating"

I'm so alone. I am so fucking alone. It took me 32 years (to the day) to find somebody to love and I was thrown away like yesterdays trash. I just can't handle being alone again for another 32 years. Am I ever gonna find somebody who cares for me? Who isn't gonna throw me away? All I do is cry everyday because I'm so damn lonely. I wanna lash out. I wanna make others understand my pain, but I can't stand to hurt people. I suppose that makes me a coward. She said that I was a wonderful person and that I'll find somebody else. Where? When? I can't even get women to talk to me or even acknowledge that I exist. 32 years. Thirty-Two years.... I found the perfect woman for me and she dropped me to date her best friend. I need some hope, but I don't know where to find it. Neil "Valkryie01" Hale

Gateway Internationa Raceway is NOT in St. Louis. It is located in Madison, Illinois. They need to say the NASCAR Busch series race from Madison, ILLINOIS. Now I do realize its the St. Louis market. The stands do not even face St. Louis though. They face the landfill just to the east.....

I'm debating on re-locating from Southern Illinois to Katy, Texas. My Aunt and cousins have been trying to convince me to move down south and get a job down there. I'm going down there on my vacation and looking around. Anybody from that area have any opinions on this? Please share comments.