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Has been a rough couple of days.. my hubbys grandma died monday.
We just had the funeral today. I been doing pretty well.. up until today.
I have been wondering about my boys though. I told them about her death monday but it didn't seem to have any affect on them. I was thinking.. they are of age now where they should start understanding some..and start crying or something. But there was nothing..clear up til last night.
Then today during the funeral.. Brandon just started bawling. He was so loud..sobbing.. I thought he was gonna hyperventilate. He kinda collapsed off hubbys lap and was sitting on the floor. Somethings in life just break your heart..and I have to say that was one of the worst moments for me.
I just lost it then. Then he was carrying on about wanting to buy a vcr tape of her. His one older cousin told him he would get him one.
Anyways.. was a horrible day but its over. I am sorry for not being on here much this week.. due to all this. I have not been avoiding anyone.
I will probably not be on much up til monday..
