THIS IS TO MY GREAT GRAND FARTHER HE PASSED AWAY TODAY MY MOM AND I FOUND HIM HIS NAME WAS HOWAD JOHNSON AND I WANT HIM TO KNOW I LOVED HIM ILL SEE AGAIN OLD MAN.
WE ALL KNOW DEATH COMES AND GOES BUT YOU NEVER NOTICE TILL IT HITS HOME WELL TO TODAY DEATH HIT MY FAMLIY AND I KNOW IT BETTER BUT I CANT STOP THE TEARS SOME TEARS OF JOY THAT HIS PAIN AND SUFFERING ARE OVER SOME TEARS OF SADDNESS KNOWING THAT I CANT SAY THE THANGS TO YOU THAT I WANTED TO.
YOU WATCH ME GROW FROM A LIL BOY TO A MAN IN THAT VERY HOUSE WHERE YOU LOST YOUR LIFE I LOVE U PAPA YOU WERE MORE THAT MY GREATGRAND PA YOU WERE MY DAD WHEN I HAD NONE YOU WATCH ME WHEN MY MOM WAS AT WORK BUT NOW I DONT WANT TO DO WITHOUT YOU.
JUST LIKE THE WIND DEATH CAN BE CUS MOM SAW YOU THIS MORING AND I SAW LAST WEEK AND NOW NO MORE TIMES WE CAN DRINK TOGETHER NO MORE TALKS BOUT LIFE AND YOUR GREAT GREAT GRAND KIDS I HAVENT CRIED IN A LONG TIME BUT TO DAY MANY TEARS WE DROP FOR YOU PAPA I FOUND HIM IN HIS FAVORITE CHAIR BY HIS BED WITH THE TV ON CHANNEL 10 LIKE HE LIKED IT LOOKED TO BE A SWIFT DEATH LIKE HE FELT NO PAIN .
NO WORDS I CAN WRITE WELL EVER BRING HIM BACK TO ME AND I MAY NEVER GET OVER IT CUS I DIDNT DO WHAT I NEEDED TO DO WHEN HE WAS HERE I SORRY PAPA BUT I LOVED MORE THAN U WILL EVER KNOW
