Setting here beside me, holding my head...thanking god for all hes done,
special thanks to Nadine, shes in bed for now, Today is new, now lets see what my brain is said,
Pains kills me, but makes me stronger, drinking this coffee, an smoking this cig just took a shower, not tired yet, giving some thought on this, who knows, Yesterday don't mean shit, just today, hope is test,
testing my patience, over an over again, come a little bit closer, death, never the less for I sit here, wondering, whats it like to be blessed!
had it one time, like to tast a bit of life, again
today is set,
5 o'clock pm, who knows whats ahead for the birds began to tweet, sun rise, mother nature at best, dusk till dawn, fill this day with sunshine
cos my brain is under to much stress,
needing fulfillment, for this torchor awaits been there, prepared, hoping I can pass the test 100 times over an over, I've done it before but don't seem enough yet! depressed!
hope one day, god will see, satisfaction, may god an the goddess bless this day, unforeseen circumstances lies ahead, when I wake,
sun down, time to get out of bed!!