Today I sit here with nothing but, love and joy in my heart yet again.
After a great rally of friends to support me and what I have to do for myself.....
I found the love that was missing. That was my friends in my heart. I found this
out not to terribly long ago. My friends just sat and waited on the "DOOM" of a
relationship. Josh really out did himself with them. So much so that they all have made
me promise to them all, with the removal of friendship shall I go against, that I shall never
go back to Josh again. They all were rather pissed off that he blocked me from talking to them.
And some of his own friends as well. He controlled me like that. I am ashamed of myself
for allowing him to do that to me and to innocent others. Josh really needs to learn to grow the fuck up
in my eyes. He really needs to step back and take a long hard look at himself and see what EVERYONE saw.
His OWN immaturity. Everyone was simply amazed at the length that the relationship lasted. We did do ONE thing. And that was surpassed everyone expectiations.
And with that note, I went on my first date in a LONG ASSED TIME.... *giggles* and has a whipping assed good time too. I relaxed, watched some movies, talked and well..... Whipped someone into shape.... THAT was a blast right there in itself. :P
This weekend I have much of the same planned out but, going to dinner with someone and then going to the movies with someone else. I am so self confedient (sp?) right now.... I am beginning to see what other say about me. That I am not only beautiful on the outside but, inside as well. So, I am going to be busy for a while. AND, my son is on his way home. Tomorrow he will be here. YAYYYYYYYYYYY
Oh, snap, almost forgot. I have a job interview tomorrow. :P I cannot wait. I am hoping to get at least 20 good hours in a week. At least to start out with. And in the near future getting another job if they cannot increase my hours in good time. So, here it is. My latest update. This will also go to my Vampire and Myspace blogs as well.
*GIGGLES*
