The dark hole that waits to engulf me
i've been there before and never want to return
it's soooo hard to fight it tho
soooo very tempting to just surrender
to the pain
it consumes me
leaves me feeling soooo used and abused
it's home to me
that deep dark hole
what i've always known
can't go back
i must fight the urge
I MUST NOT GIVE IN!!!!!!!!
