The words come easier,
Now the tears are gone.
My smile has come back,
Its been far to long.
The sparkle has returned,
As my eyes begin to shine.
I look outside to the sun,
And I know everything will be fine.
The hurt and the pain,
Have slipped slowly away.
Leaving me hopeful,
For the next new day.
Missing you,
Getting passed that I know I will.
In time your space in my heart,
Someone else will fill.
Her attention comes at a cost,
Who pays the greater price.
Because she chose this path,
Does it mean shes not right.
How can I ever judge,
I see all my crosses I bare.
All she ever needs from me,
Is to know I really do care.
I hope her path is happy,
And she stumbles to few times.
And in the end she knows friendship,
And I hope that friendship was mine.
My world has turned so cold and gray,
No sun to ever again be found.
The silience forever echo's,
From my heart there is no sound.
The lands of my soul scorched barren,
All is lifeless around me.
Emptiness is all my heart feels,
And all my eyes can see.
She is gone with her she took my life,
All is now cold God forsaken darkness.
Forever I fear trapped inside,
Of this now hollow shameful existence.
The light has left my heart,
Since her smile has left my eyes.
Nothing has hurt me more,
Than her one simple goodbye.
My mind so out of focus,
Aimlessly my soul wanders now.
I wonder why she is gone,
But my heart really knows how.
My heart cannot heal,
Shattered beyond all repair.
I keep trying to reach for her,
But she is no longer there.
My own living hell I've created,
With no one to blame but me.
My heart will forever feel her loss,
And tears of sorrow are all my eyes can see.
Weeks have gone by,
Buther memorys ring true.
How long till I can forget,
The way I feel for you.
The sun shines in a cloudless sky,
But in my world still cold and gray.
Like an endless sea of rain,
Will it forever be this way.
I know now the alternative of love,
This place I do not want to be.
As I long for the day once again,
When once again your heat beats for me.
Paths joined become broken,
When one is untrue.
Our paths now lay torn,
From the lies that came from you.
Your eyes forever deceiving,
So captured me in thier spell.
Have frozen my heart deeply,
Beyond what my words can tell.
Your deciete and pain,
Will hurt me nevermore.
Your heartless ways stopped by my walls,
Now stronger than ever before.
My heart soon will fly once more,
Forgetting these days of you.
And join my path with another,
Another who's love is true.
The sun has rose and warms the day,
But deep inside I remain so cold.
My heart so lost without you,
Will you forever have this hold.
Your memoreys burn me so,
But are like ice to my touch.
Leaving my soul frozen,
For my heart it is to much.
Lifeless now are my eyes,
As if theres nothing left to see,
Thier link to my soul is broken,
Without you it can never be.
My body,mind and soul,
Now trapped so deep within stone.
As my heart wanders through this world,
Seeking you but always forever alone.
My heart broke a thousand times today,
When you never said a word.
I called out to you,
But you never heard.
I couldn't beg anymore,
My will completly drained.
You weren't you,
You weren't the same.
Did I do something to change you,
To make you run so far from me.
Am I that kind of wrong,
Please tell me,
I can't see Without you close I am lost,
Like a night without stars.
Without your help,
I'll never go far.
You are my light Without you
I will always stray.
Please stay beside me friend,
And help me on my way.