I hate not being sure.
I'm sitting here reading 'industry' stuff - and I'm engaged and feeling passioniate about WHERE I can fall in that and WHAT I can contribute.
Then I feel lonely because I don't know any other marketers.
And even if I did, the worry that I'd be communicating ideas with other marketers is a major trust issue.
I don't know what it will take for me to "break out of the box" but it needs to happen, I really just need to start earning some revenue, I've worked for little to nothing for years helping build people/ideas/companies, that it's time that I need to get compensated.
I'm half frustrated and half hopeful.
And almost spaced out because my father thinks spraypainting in the kitchen is a good idea and I've been exposed to this lack of air for two or three days now.
XO,
Bam
