This is mostly about yesterday but the date is what it is.
I'm having trouble sleeping tonight, I've got a lot of things on my mind.
Things are heading in the right direction, it's going to be very busy the next few weeks.
At the same time - I'm pushing myself very very hard with work. I'm always this way but I'm maxing out my energy all day to get my own goals - I just hope I can make myself have time for me. It's not easy right now. I think I will need a time out in Jan.
I'm going to miss my close friends here when I move to where my parents want to go before I take the California move. I have been wanting to move for months now yet it's barely sinking in that I'm not going to see my close group of friends in Wilmington for much longer.
Things are going well, but the one person I want to share my trials and joy with, I don't feel it's the right time yet. Out of all the things in my life, keeping love around me romantically is the hardest. I am being more patient than I have been in years though.
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I guess these successes are meant to share with my closest friends and to enjoy for myself.
Cheers,
Bam
