Over 16,529,821 people are on fubar.
What are you waiting for?
june 21st 2004 two ten pm don't know how i got out the door
17 years old, life scattered and shattered
didn't even see it coming, death hit like nothing mattered
put in an ambulance, my clothes cut off
if i had been sittin' up i'd had my nose cut off
i only reached to the floor cuz i was hungry
i heard nothing but crash, then my memory went black
with no sound
i regained my memory outside the car sittin' on the ground
i had blood on my face, gettin' put in a neck brace
didn't hurt at all until they had me lean back on a back board
i thought i snapped my spinal chord
i could move my toes, i asked why they gotta cut off my clothes
they said in case i have compound fractured bones
a $600 ambulance ride to regional and they couldn't tell me
where he'd gone, he got a separate ride.
in the e.r. a detective came to talk to me
asking the same shit over just worded differently
they put me in a m.r.i. checked for internal damage
i said that drink was delicious but i think i'll manage
i had flashbacks of good times we had
when we laughed, cried, or when we both got mad
but nothing could prepare me for the news i had
he never made it to the hospital, they said the blood loss was too bad
my whole life paused, and broke right in front of me
why is this the way it's gotta be
i walked away with bruised ribs and a broken heart
never could imagine this when my day came to a start
rumors flew quick, people had heard i died
some people didn't believe and a few people cried
i never was the same, me and god talked a lot that week
i spoke, didn't really get the answers i seeked
then i read about 2 sets of feet that became 1 set of feet
so, i wonder who's gonna carry me
i hope to carry myself, that's how deep my roots are to the streets
it's far and between that i get this deep
i know my soul will never rest in me
through these words i hope you rest in peace
to my unbiological brother i hope u know i love u and miss you dean
