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45 Year Old · Female · From Texas · fu-Owned by D R K and is worth 100,000,000,000 fubucks. · Joined on July 26, 2011 · Born on January 24th · 2 referrals joined! · I have a crush on someone and 37 different people have a crush on me!

You're here so you've heard the call
...Of the Night bird

For almost twelve years I've been trying to figure out how to describe myself. How to tell people who I really am. I have changed my name, I have I have given various descriptions of myself but I don't feel they've given an accurate description. After twelve years, I think I've figured it out.

I love music and I'm all about how the lyrics speak to a person so I'm going to use lyrics to define me, keep in mind, I'm a lil bit rock and a lot of country!

I'm like that AM station that never comes in right, til ya pass the city limit sign that's about the only time it all gets clear.

And when I call will you walk gently through my shadow the ones who sing at night, the ones you dream of, the ones who walk away, capes pulled around them tight, cryin' for the night, cry for the nightbird and you see your Gypsy, to the gypsy that remains, faces freedom with a little fear, I have no fear, I have only love.

She's country...from the songs she plays to the prayers she prays that's the way she was born and raised she ain't afraid to stay country!

Fly me high through the starry skies, maybe to an astral plane 'cross the highways of fantasy
help me to forget today's pain. (if you know me, I mean REALLY know me, you'll get this one)

Sometimes she cries, when she's alone at night, sometimes she weeps, when she's feelin' cold and weak, sometimes the pain, it just tears her up inside, sometimes she cries.

The next few songs are not about me but more about my youth and from time to time I go back there, in my mind.

You really took me and you shook me all night long You shook me all night long! Yeah, yeah, you shook me all night long, you really got me and you, shook me all night long! Yeah you shook me, Yeah you shook me! All night long!

The above song was from my roller skating days, there was a time when from 6 to 10 it was all skate for everyone and then from 10 to midnight it was for people who could actually skate at faster than normal speeds, I happened to be one of those people. AC/DC's All night long was always the first song and I remember the DJ winking at me and knowing my friends and I could blow some doors off their hinges, and we did! Well not literally.

Take me to the magic of the moment on a glory night, Where the children of tomorrow dream away (dream away) in the wind of change. Walking down the street distant memories are buried in the past forever, I follow the Moskva, down to Gorky Park, listening to the wind of change.

This song was to me, the anthem of the 80s!
Regan was President, the economy was booming in the Good ol' USA and the Berlin wall was falling down! We didn't know what racism was and music was music, genre and race didn't separate...sad how far we've stepped backward in time.
But every now and then I take me back to magic of the moment on that glorious night, when people my age, were the children of tomorrow. Our dreams of bigger, bolder, brighter, peace in the middle east tomorrow, wasn't just a dream, it was in our sights. Now it's long gone, but some of us still dream away and remember when the winds of change didn't sting.

Ah, ah
We come from the land of the ice and snow
From the midnight sun where the hot springs flow
The hammer of the gods will drive our ships to new lands
To fight the horde, singing and crying: Valhalla, I am coming!

Another song from my youth and skating days
It also reminds me of Yahoo chat days..


Days go by, I can feel them flyin' like a hand out the window in the wind...

In my life there's been heartache and pain, I don't know if I can face it again, can't stop now, I've traveled so far to change this lonely life.

I did, I've been around this country a time or two and I've come to find that no matter who I'm with or where I go, I'm always going to be me, men have beaten me to a pulp, physically and mentally. I've lost a child and that messed me up something fierce! But as I write this I look at who I am and I realize

Everybody wants to slap your back, wants to shake your hand when you're up on top of that mountain but then one of those rocks give way then you slide back down, look up and see who's around then, this ain't where the road comes to an end, this ain't where the band wagon stops, this is just one of those times when a lotta folks jump off and ya find out who your friends are.

Being on this site has also taught me a few things.

People are greedy.

People are vile and will use the dead for bling or kill their children for attention, it's a sick and twisted world here on fu, ya gotta navigate the waters carefully.

I miss Lost Cherry when people actually liked each other on here.

I'm not pretty, not by society's standards but there's a lot of people who just don't like me be it jealousy or just chose to hate me because of what I mean to someone else, to quote the great Stevie Nicks (again, ya think I'm a fan? Hehe)

Rock on ancient queen, follow those who pale in your shadow
And rulers make bad lovers, you better put your kingdom up for sale!

As for what the rest of the people who really don't know me think of me, to paraphrase Adam Lambert..

I'll walk MY own walk like I don't give a fuck, So love me or hate me
Ya need to know!

I like my chicken fried, cold beer on a Friday night
A pair of jeans that fit just right and the radio up!

45 Year Old · Female · From Texas · fu-Owned by D R K and is worth 100,000,000,000 fubucks. · Joined on July 26, 2011 · Born on January 24th · 2 referrals joined! · I have a crush on someone and 37 different people have a crush on me!
Owls (LOL! You're never going to be me!)
Religious Theology
Being a female
Steampunk (anything)
Wizard of Oz. For it's time it's awesome
Movies with a historical slant
Anything movies that were taken from a Jane Austin book.

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