CRIPPLED.
HATE
I can’t hate.
I don’t understand how other can without feeling twice the pain they inflict inside.
It’s a grueling feeling.
My fangs were ripped off at birth.
SORROW
A crippled feeling.
You can’t do anything to stop the flowing pain that roams inside you.
Not without destroying the feelings you had for the person you lost.
LOVE
Yet another crippled feeling.
Either you hurt yourself, or you hurt another person.
The happiness that defines love is only temporary and stops as soon as complications come.
Never bend over to the wishes of sleeping forever.
PAIN
A feeling I don’t like.
I feel it all the time though, as I’m still bound by those chains.
Suicide is not an option.
Open your heart to the light and this feeling will be gone forever…
I see darkness everywhere.
FEAR
I fear a lot of things.
Death is the least of it.
I fear not being accepted.
I feel crippled fear.
Tears runs down my cheeks when I fear.
I fear now.
JOY
A feeling, that for me doesn’t exist.
Anything that reminds me of it is a short swirf of the good side of love.
Joy can be that rush you get from drugs but I’m never gonna do them.
Please help me open my eyes.
Crippled feelings.
