I guess the first and last thing I should tell you is goodbye.
It's been fun while it lasted, at least that's what you told me.
Fun is a 3 letter word etched into my pain.
Paradise is what you promised.
You never said it was probationary.
Goodbyes are forever.
There is no turning back for us.
Friends forever is what we promised, but you left me in the dust.
So here I stand with my heart bleeding black.
I ripped it out to show you what your carelessness has done.
I never wanted to say these things or show you pain from my view.
You never gave me a choice.
So I say goodbye to you.
History we shared and a passion for too many things to be certain of.
Isn't it funny how history is who we are.
A book tossed in the corner of your mind.
A book with all my hopes and fears.
Title it "The Lost Promise" for me.
A piece of my heart will never mend as it was meant for you.
I'll go on living because I have no choice.
I'm meant for more than put downs and put offs.
Worthy is not a word I say very often and mean it.
You are not worthy of this love I carried for you.
Burden is my baggage as I'm burdened with history and broken pieces.
The puzzle you left in your wake I shall put together and cherish.
I am that puzzle.
You are history.
Goodbye, forever.
