I can't take it.. I need something anything to make me smile or laugh or keep me from pulling out my hair!! College is kicking my fucking ass.. well no.. not all of it.. just English.. and a major research paper that has to be turned in on DECEMBER 1st which we only got like a week ago.. that is 4 weeks... count them.. FOUR WEEKS, to do a MAJOR paper.. and lucky us there is a FUCKING MAJOR HOLIDAY STUCK IN THE MIDDLE!!! I am losing.. no.. it has already been lost!