ONCE UPON A TIME
I FEEL IN LOVE WITH A BOY
HE PROMISED ME THE WORLD
I TOLD HIM I WAS SCARED
SCARED TO START ANOTHER RELATIONSHIP
HE PROMISED HE WOULD NEVER
HURT ME
FOR AWHILE HE WAS RIGHT
FOR AWHILE I COULD SLEEP AT NIGHT
THEN ONE DAY WE HAD A FIGHT
DAY AFTER DAY
WEEK AFTER WEEK
WE ARGUED ALL THE TIME
I THOUGHT THAT WOULD LOSE MY MIND
I LOVED HIM WITH ALL MY HEART
I TRIED TO IGNORE IT
I TRIED TO STOP IT
BUT I ENDED UP DROWNING IT IT
I LEFT EVERYTHING HE DID JUST BE
I KNOW HE'D NEVER HOW MUCH HE IT
HURTING ME
I FELT THAT I HAD CHANGED
INTO SOMETHING THAT I HATED
THE JEALOUS TYPE
THE DEPENDENT TYPE
THE OVERBEARING TYPE
I BECAME THE TYPE OF FEMALE
THAT I BELIEVED QL; THE SAID
THEN SOON STARTED TO FELL LIKE LEAD
I JUST FELT HEAVY HEART
I DIDNT FEEL REALLY SMART
SO I DONE WHAT I HAD TO
DO FOR ME
I LEFT THE BOY BE
I DONT FEEL THE PAIN
I DONT FEEL DEPRESSED
OR ANXIOUS
OR SAD
OR MAD
OR DUMB
I DONT FEEL ANTHING
I JUST FEEL NUMB