Cystic Fibrosis SUXIM FREE FLYING WITH T...'s blog: "CF"

Hey all...sorry friends but seems I'm coughing up blood yet again.Seems like the more I try to stay well something goes wrong.Not sure yet what the Dr's will do...they told me today to see how I felt today and tmorrow give them a call.I waled to the bathroom and back...and I felt blood in my chest and had to cough to get it up....well I'm always scared when its blood and not mucus...but the Dr's say its not to bad for me to be coughing it up.YEAH ok....just be praying for me..I need it bad.Thanks to all my old friends and new ones for all you have sent me and all the love on my page. love to you all Ray

at home...they found a 90% blockage near my heart and was going to try to unblock it...with a stent.Well that didnt work.I hope to get better at home and the nest few weeks will be tough.Keep me in your prayers...sometime today I hope to be bak online to send out some comments and chat a little.Hospice will be out today also.Love you all Ray

I'M SORRY I'M GOING BACK IN AND NOT LOOKING TO GOOD...I went to the Dr's office Tuesday...my lung function has never been this low before...its was 14% lung capicity and the Dr's said its to late for transplant.This made my hole world upside down and has very much made my day the worse ever.I have been making my self jump everyday for a new chance at life.And now to here that it could be as little as a few months away I'll no longer have the things that people have the pleasure to wakeup to.I loved wakeing next to my GF and seeing her off to work..I loved the sinrise as you can tell by my pictues.I have grown close to friends I have never met and still have new people everyday ask to be my friend.I'm so greatful to be able to say I have done all these things in life.Most CF people are not as lucky.God will be with me through my hard times I'm sure but I wish the best that he will give me another 5-10 or even 15 years...I had a wish an now my wish is shattered...that wish was for new lungs.I hope you all take not forgranted what you have and what you may do.Right now I HOPE TO BE HOME SOON...CHAT LATER..