can i do this..
some times i wish that i were dead
with all these voices in my head
tellin me what i should do instead
im so confused
so i looked away and again i used
i cant remember a time when i didnt abuse
and i choose
choose to live my life this way
i guess that is the reason
god wants me to pay
i... cant
i cant do this
i ...dont
i dont understand
i... cant
i cant do this
i ...dont
i dont understand
at night
i hold my pillow tight
i wish for you
to be by my side
i need a place
a place to hide
and as a matter fact you give me that
so i...hold...you...so...
so very tight when your around
cause when your near i feel that ive finally found
found a place
a place where i be long
i... cant
i cant do this
i ...dont
i dont understand
i... cant
i cant do this
i ...dont
i dont understand
please dont leave me
no today not forever
cause when your near
i have no fear
and i can finally rest my head
for the first time in a long time
i found a place for me and it all mine
and i think
i... can
i can do this
i ...do
i do understand
