why is it that all people want to do is treat the people closest to them like shit and expect to be treated like gold. Someone very close to me keeps promising to open up cuz they are like a brick wall and keep everything in well she was suppose to open up three days ago and still hasnt. you know some people want you to back off before they open up.which i can understand but when i back off i get nothing. if you make a promise then keep it if not dont make it cause all that makes you is a liar. why say your gonna do something then not do it. you know this person wanted me to back off and i did and diddnt say anything about her promise for three days and nothing has been said. then to top it all off this person has a fubar page and has all these pictures, now let me remind you she is the most important person to me, and there is not one picture of me anywhere on her page. thats bullshit how can you be close to someone and not even admit that they mean something to you no matter how much. its like at home she cant hardly do anything without calling for me but on the computer on her page i am nowhere to be seen and it hurts way to bad. I just cant understand for the life of me how people can be like this. I have lost a sister and i know that life is to short to not tell people what they mean to you or how much you care.and if you have lost someone close to you and then start blocking everything in, thats not good either.I just dont understand how you can be in a relationship of any kind and not acknowlege that person you know especially if that person does so much for you and is there for you no matter what.It just bothers me cause i am the type of person who is very compassionate and caring and i try to make everybody happy and i dont worry about myself and when i do need a little i dont get it and it really bothers me. I just dont know how to get things back on track and have tried everything i can think of and now just started rambling so to anybody who read this thank you for listening.
