Have I really fell so far? So far that my world and yours doesn't even meet up? So far that no one cares. That no one would miss me? So cold and alone. It hurts that you choose loneliness over me. At times its so overwhelming. The pain isn't hard to deal with. It is the heartache. The knowing that Love is so close yet so far away. The heartache of being left out. Of being pushed out of ones life. Being different cannot be so bad. When together everything feels so right. I write, not to hurt you, but to empty my heart. To attempt to understand everything. I loved you. I do love you. I will always. Please stop running.