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When life is so bad that you don't want to make it to retirement, to look forward to paying high medical bills because you had to abuse your body working long hard hours to make a living, Where's the golden years they talk about Know wonder people self medicate to make them happy,
Night falls on yet another sunset that I tend to ignore due to time worring or working.
Frost glistning on a small tree as I drive by brings back a small short lived feeling of the wonders of the world.
Years of wondering & waiting for your life to come together & it will be great and ment to be fade with age and years of work and real world experiance, then you realize half of your life has been waisted to your obligations and fear of having a screwed up life.
Even when you feel like your morning over the death of a failed past and you cant find a way to let go and move on, w/everything and anything reminds you of she is happy as hell.
Memories of me are like herpes of the mind, you try to forget about me but they keep poping up haha!!!
Child support is like finacial aids, your bank account had a slow and painfull death, and your paying for the fucking you got....
To find the love Im looking for is like, a curtain of sunshine on the eadge of a storm that you cant move to find her as it dissapears faster than I can reach it.
