ive recently been thinking about the boyfriend thing i been divorced about a year and ive dated but the guys have not been the boyfriend type the thing is i have kids and theyll have to like kids but not expect to meet them at first i want a guy to be there for me and let me be there for them i want them to show affection and not be afraid to give as well as receive i want the whole thing holding hands kissing and hugging i want a guy who isnt afraid to show me he wants me not just physically but verbally isnt afraid to express how he feels im a little crazy not psycho crazy but spontanious crazy i like to go skinny dipping in the middle of the night i will walk up and just grab him and kiss him where ever we're standing or just a random hug i want him to participate in the relationship i just dont want to feel like im the only one there
