Hello I am Claire I am known by many names; Lost Soul, LadyWolf_FW_GCT, bloodybladegirl.I am a girl with many inner deamons; I am bi-polar, ADHD, OCD, Ed-NOS, a Cutter, Suicidal, recovering Drug and alchol abuser, I have hallusinations, nighmates, insomnia, panic attacks. Few truely know who I am, those who do are my dearest friends, and my salvation. But even they do not know the real demons that lurk within this soul, or the pain, and fears.Hell even I do not know who I really am.I know this I am 28, FAT, UGLY, and a loving mother a boy age 8, Mistress to a wonderful kajirus, bisexual, crazy, medicated, pagan, BDSMer, Sanguinarian, anquisette, GOREAN, Lover of animals and for now waitress at DennysLove me or hate me that matters not to MeI am ME, and me is I (as Dark Fiend would say)Know this profile is a safe zone for all who come herethere may at times be triggering things on this page, or adult, or offensive to someif you do not like it LEAVEI am not here to CAM, Cyber, Get Masters, I am FAITHFULL and not a TRASHY girlMy images reflect who I am and there are many sides to this personDark and LightIt is better to be hated for what you are, than to be loved for who your not!!!!This is a Graphic intensive pageif you really want to learn the realitys of who I am read my BLOGS herethey are separated into many sub groups to make it easy to go to just the topic wanted to learn or read aboutTearing, ripping, cutting, shreddingSewing, fixing, healing, mendingAll the pointless things I doTo keep my mind off youMe on live Journal hereMe on Myspace.comhereMe on Paltalk Gor hereLORD OF THE RING QUOTESThree Rings for the Elven-kings under the sky,Seven for the Dwarf-lords in their halls of stone,Nine for Mortal Men doomed to die,One for the Dark Lord on his dark throneIn the Land of Mordor where the Shadows lie.One Ring to rule them all, One Ring to find them,One Ring to bring them all and in the darkness bind themIn the Land of Mordor where the Shadows lie.Frodo: I can't do this, Sam.Sam: I know. It's all wrong. By rights we shouldn't even be here. But we are. It's like in the great stories, Mr. Frodo. The ones that really mattered. Full of darkness and danger, they were. And sometimes you didn't want to know the end. Because how could the end be happy? How could the world go back to the way it was when so much bad had happened? But in the end, it's only a passing thing, this shadow. Even darkness must pass. A new day will come. And when the sun shines it will shine out the clearer. Those were the stories that stayed with you. That meant something, even if you were too small to understand why. But I think, Mr. Frodo, I do understand. I know now. Folk in those stories had lots of chances of turning back, only they didn't. They kept going. Because they were holding on to something.Frodo: What are we holding onto, Sam?Sam: That there's some good in this world, Mr. Frodo... and it's worth fighting for.
