I love you more than youll ever knoe,
The pain my heart is putting me through is cruel and unjust,
I feel for you even though you make me fall to my knees in defeat and cry my soul out,
As i sit here with a river of tears and pain run down my face,
I feel my heart shatter into tiny pieces,
So tiny i dont think i could ever put them back together,
I gave you my body,
Then i gave you my heart,
But now it seems you have my soul,
Even when i try to be free from the way i feel,
You drag me back,
To the hell i tried so desperately to escape,
Here i go again bending to you every wish,
I do it becuz i care,
But i hate the fact that your never there when i need you to be,
Im always here for you when you ask me to be,
Its all about control for you,
If i dont let you have your way,
You have no use for me,
Im sorry in the deepest way,
I wish these feelings i have for you would just go away